Sunday, June 10, 2007

The Reason

Why am I writing this blog?? I don't know!!

I was angry with him... annoyed that he behaves in the way he does...
And as I thought things over... I realized something...
Now I m angry... not with him, but with myself...
We call each other friends yet I failed to understand him...
I know his priorities yet I expect him to go against them...
I have been the selfish one all the way...


So am I wrong about my friendship???
Do I have the right to call him a Friend???

Frankly, I m confused!!!


Now...

An Environmentalist works for the Nature
Military for the Nation
Socialist for the betterment of the Society
The UN for the International Relationships

What m I???

I am about to become an Engineer...
so... What is that I would be working for???
Money???
Comfort???
Technology???

How is different from being a Politician???
Power??? And the means to get reach there???

Again...
We have the Feminists, where are the Melinists???!!! Misogynist!!! No...


So many unanswered questions, for which i Seek answers too soon...
Again restless and selfish...

It all started off with trying to understand the mentality of others...
All with a simple question : "Why do people behave like that? What is going on in their mind?"
Now I m caught in the web woven by me.
Now it has become : "Why did 'I' did that? What is going on in this Mind?"
The day I understand MYSELF, able to remove this Iron curtain... well that would be an Achievement...

The Reason I wrote all this; different things in my MIND all in one go??? Again...
As a wise man would say... CONFUSION!!! (except there are "???" instead of "!!!")

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

you cant live with or wihtout questions.. It is okay if you keep on questioning..haa, but do draw the lines as to , upto where u have to take it seriously.. dont take urself, and for that matter anything tooo seriously.

Take care.
Keep on wondering who wrote this.

Neha said...

O no, I see,
I spun a web, it's tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
O no what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
O no, I never meant to do you harm.

- 'Trouble' by Coldplay

Yes, I'm channeling Justin. :)

It's hard for most to admit to themselves that they've erred, harder still to admit it to everyone else, so good on you.

Don't be too hard on yourself though, like Anonymous (the comma usage is suspiciously Deepika-like) said. The only thing you ought to take seriously is dessert!

Raman said...

U guys!!!
Thanx for commenting...
arrey bhai log itna kuch yahan likhte ho...apne bhi kuch blogs update karo naa....

Aaditya said...

hmm so at lass it comes out...my mistake tht m updating myself so late....yes bhai...its us tht matters but somtimes things go in a way that we have to think r do soethng for our loved ones and meanwhile some people do silly things....there are lots of questions and lots of answers u keep asking them u will get answers the other way r the right way...but the most imp q is to ask the most appropriate and relevant question...to get most out of it...any jackass can ask a q...but one has to be smart to live on happily and we all want ot live happy at last...njoy phappe!!!

Raman said...

ahaan!!!
the Wise comments of THE ADI sirji...
thanku ji apne to humare blog ki shobha badha di....

Justin said...

Arre...
Sirji... its very simple...
life is short.. rather than wondering WHAT to do with it, just maaro thass to the best of ur ability... Be happy, make others happy.

It doesn't really MATTER in the larger scheme of things if we're engineers or doctors. What we are supposed to do, we will, with time.

Chillo... :)

PS: Did I hear my name being taken...?

COLDPLAY 4 LIFE! :D

Raman said...

@Justin

I know you...

When the problem seems too complex, the simplest solution is the correct one... :)

Justin said...

KYA baat boli aapne...!!
Subhanallah...!

antidefinitionist said...

waah.. kya word hai.. subhaanallah..

But, exactly, iska arth kyaa hai? humein sandhi vichhed karke batayieyegaa..

antidefinitionist said...

If, finally, you have figured out that i am wella.. Wwooowww, how did you manage to find that ??